IN THE WAYS OF THE SPIRIT. THE MYSTERY OF THE MAHA MANTRA

2024 Author: Seth Attwood | [email protected]. Last modified: 2023-12-16 15:55

It just so happened that at the age of fifteen I lost my First Love. Forever. And for a long time I did not know anything more bitter than this loss … Darkness thickened over me, and the dark chimeras of Inferno ghostly appeared somewhere nearby - to the left and behind, at arm's length …

But nevertheless, the smoldering coals of hope warmed me - the hope of finding Her again one day and, picking it up in my arms, never to lose again.

Alas, this was an illusion. But she kept me alive.

Out of desperation, I went to church and was baptized on October 9, 1994.

Having somehow experienced the New Year, I increasingly wondered: how can I live on? What for? Will I be able to stand alone?..

And then one day, on a sunny winter day, January 25, 1995, when I was alone at home, I suddenly … began to write poetry.

I wrote my first poem on behalf of my Beloved, as an appeal to me …

Having got a taste, I wrote half a dozen more verses that evening, including “Testament. Naive Poems "and" In the Harmony of the Transcendental Cosmos … ".

The images of my poems came to life, and the night seemed to be painted in other mysterious colors - lilac and purple - and I went to bed only at 4 in the morning …

In February and March, I began to study Tibetan Medicine and the basics of Buddhism, more precisely, Tibetan Lamaism.

But I still languished with one question that frenziedly seized my whole being: why should I live on?

The answer came in the spring of 1995. I have a wonderful book that filled my life with new meaning and the fire of asceticism - "Kalagia"!

Eureka! - once exclaimed Archimedes, having found the desired solution to his problem.

Hallelujah! - exclaim the heroes of funny films, finding a witty way out of the impasse.

Kalagia! - for seven years I exclaimed, performing my exercises - merging with the force of the wind at night, burrowing into snowdrifts in winter or dancing in a thunderstorm in the pouring rain …

The magic of ascetic existence has entered my life. My world was harsh, but noble. I saw shining signs in space, and at night - prophetic dreams …

Sometimes they carried me to other planets or to other time cycles - when humanity did not exist yet, and there were TWO suns in the Solar System …

When it was?..

In the summer of 1999, or rather on July 6, I lost my mother.

She went out into the garden and died there - among the beds. I could not save her, could not revive her.

I was left all alone …

A month later, on August 6, our book lover Gennady Mishchenko brought me from Russia my long-awaited order - the book "Synergetics - an introduction to Kalagia".

I have been waiting for this for a long time, for two whole years. How grateful I was to Gennady Grigorievich!

And so I open the book …

The preface says:

“Synergetics is revealed to prepare the reader for the disclosure of the Fundamentals of the Eternal Unchanging Ineffable Word of God. Whose Teaching has been known to mankind for a long time under various names. These are the "Philosopher's Stone", "The Grail", "The Chintamani Stone", "The Pigeon Book", "Phoenix", "Sri Garuda Sutra", "Teaching of the Chalice", "Tarot Trismegistus", Tarot Arkan "and others. And now the Teachings of our Father God generously resounds in Space with a New Name - "Kalagiya", which means "Power over Time". This is a New Teaching, for it is reborn from Pralaya (from eternal sleep) to Manvantara (to Spiritual Starry Resurrection) …"

A parallel can be drawn between The Secret Doctrine by Helena Blavatsky and Synergetics by Alexander Naumkin and the characteristic features of both books can be noted, namely:

The Secret Doctrine was written by a woman and is a static compilation of disparate data summarized in a kind of single pluriversum.

“Synergetics” is written by a man and carries a clear and constructive approach, without unnecessary speculations and generalizations - everything is clear and to the point. The book consists of four legends (parts) and contains a constructive, rather than static, overview of the general provisions of the single esotericism of all mystical teachings and doctrines mentioned in it.

But this, of course, cannot be taken with the mind. Here you need feeling - intuition and straight-knowledge, the providence of the Spirit and creative burning …

I had something to take.

And from the very first days I began to recite with enthusiasm the maha-mantra from the first legend:

“… Lord, hallowed be Thy Name!

My heart is opened before You, I give it all to you.

Jah-Mara-Ram-Raj-Om!"

During prayers, purple and purple lights flashed before my eyes, and sometimes blue and purple. I felt uplifted and a special taste for chanting the mantra.

At the end of August, I had a chance to go to Almaty for a week and even visit the places of my childhood - the Almatau tourist center and the nearby mountains …

And with me was my mantra …

And then I suddenly realized that the events of my life are lining up in accordance with the mystery of the mantra - clearly, as if by notes!

JA!

A mysterious stranger suddenly appeared in my life. I first saw her in a dream, and then, on the same day, I met her for the first time in the city. And I was shocked!

She began to come across to me every single day and gradually captured my thoughts and feelings.

Her name was Lilia, and she was clearly from German Jews - Ashkenazi.

I fell in love! Again! Second time!

Isn't it a miracle?

But I was an ascetic and read the mantra zealously.

I had to go through my destined path and fulfill my mission, whatever it may be.

However, I loved again and this filled my life with a special mystery and meaning.

Although I was still all alone …

MARA!

In early April 2000, a Hare Krishna friend of mine named Nityananda invited me to our city music school - to meet with some interesting people …

I came.

The music teachers, fascinated by Evdokia Marchenko's "Rhythmology", turned out to be interesting people.

Marchenko was a solar astronomer by profession, and then she suddenly began to write her intricate poems - "Rhythms", and at the same time referred to the teachings of Porfiry Ivanov and the Roerichs "Agni Yoga" …

We can say that she created a kind of her own special world, which lived according to her laws - the laws of Rhythmology, and Marchenko highlighted everything that exists in her special light - from her perspective of vision.

Well, it was familiar to me …

We became good friends with rhythmologists, and I was very glad to meet these interesting people on my way …

RAM!

On the afternoon of August 9, I went to the bookseller Luba and took my order from her - five copies of Kalagia, in order to present them later to some people from my circle.

Subsequently, I did just that: I donated all five books and was pleased.

On the same evening, I was introduced to a woman, whom several years ago the Almaty clairvoyant artist Alexander Zhukov-Tao presented with several of his paintings.

The woman's name was Nadezhda. We had a nice conversation that evening, and Nadya gave me Tao's phone number - after all, the next day I was going to go to Almaty.

I left on August 10 and called Tao the same evening, and the next day I came to visit him.

And we became best friends for life!

Moreover, Tao became my spiritual guide.

Truly, this was the best day of my life!

A few days later, on August 15, I came to Tao for the second time, and he presented me with his painting "White City of Brotherhood". I was happy!

I brought her to Taldykorgan and began to invite many different people to visit me and show them a picture, talk about Tao …

The whole second half of 2000 was spent for me in such events.

However, there were many other interesting things.

I was friends with the Hare Krishnas, attended Hebrew classes at the Aviv Jewish Center, attended a music school and talked to rhythmologists; arriving in Almaty, he also met and communicated with a lot of different people - with psychics and contactees, with Scientologists and Buddhists, with clairvoyants and yogis …

RAJ!

On December 26, I, together with two teachers from the music school Elena Inina and Galina Vlasova, came to visit Tao.

For many years Tao lived in a one-room apartment, in a house on Talgarskaya Street, not far from Gorky Park and almost next to the Rakhat factory.

His apartment was hung from floor to ceiling with his paintings, and on the floor - in the very center - a bright multi-colored Sun shone …

The next day, December 27, Tao had a birthday.

I came to visit him and was happy to be present at his celebration of life.

Tao was loved by everyone. And the doors of his apartment were open to everyone. In my opinion, he was a real Arhat and a giver of the Spirit …

And on the 28th I somehow got to another holiday - to bhajan (prayer chants) to the followers of Sai Baba, and there I met a brahmana named … Raj!

I visited the Raj and was very happy to know such an avatar as Sathya Sai Baba.

Om!

In April 2001, I was already tensely awaiting the completion of the cycle of the Great Mantra.

The denouement was close …

In the evening I stood in the courtyard of my house and watched the sunset.

A neighbor boy, Maxim Likhomanov, walked by along the side street. He was a very open and cheerful child.

Seeing me, Maxim exclaimed:

- Hi Oleg! Do you want a cookie?

And he handed me two cookies in the form of letters - "O" and "M" on his palm.

It turned out - OM!

I laughed sincerely and said "Thank you" to him …

And a month and a half later, on May 30, I was given a gift from Sai Baba - the sign "OM" from India.

On the same evening, real miracles happened to me, but I will not talk about it …

It's too personal.

THE CONCEPT OF "YIZING" AND THE PRINCIPLE OF SANSCRIT.

I realized that vigorous repetition of a mantra in a state of mental uplift and emotional upsurge forms the corresponding events in life. This is not an accident and not a coincidence … And this is already something: not a passive expectation, but a completely constructive approach.

You cannot call it a miracle - a person is capable of much more …

In September 2001, in Almaty, I met Don Men’s student, a master of Tien Shan yoga, and learned from him what, in general, I had long wanted to hear - about the secret of Sanskrit and the Chinese Book of Changes …

Sanskrit is the language of essential energy flows, they clearly correspond to the sounds and form of Sanskrit symbols. Therefore, any mantras and secret scriptures have one key - the control of bioenergetic flows in the body of the Essence.

As one deepens into the Essence and as the fields unfold outward, a person forms and acquires other levels of his existence …

The concept of Yi Ching is based on the conscious control of the meridians and their active points and "Lo-points", composing certain bioenergetic complexes - as a connection with the external space.

There is no mysticism in this, and even more so no theory - all this was created for training from start to finish.

By “prescribing” certain bioenergetic “Codes” in his bodily space, a person forms the corresponding events in his life. This is the control of fate and life itself.

Hence, the purpose of various Mantras, Yantras, Tantras, Upanishads and hexagrams from the I Ching, and other sacred scriptures and secret practices becomes clear.

A person can revive and implement them only by “reading” and “prescribing” these mantras or hexagrams in himself, but not speculatively - but at the level of instrumental mastery.

Qigong and yoga, tai chi chuan and bagua zhang are definitely effective training methods for developing such a bioenergetic body in oneself …

And here is what A. Naumkin's Synergetics says about this:

“The ancient Mimansakas, supporters and representatives of the business religion of the Mimansa Hindus, in order to strengthen the position of the Vedas, proposed the theory of eternal sounds of speech.

According to this theory, the sounds of speech are a reflection of substances-generators of properties or qualities, or quanta of the essence of the elements of Nature. These substances-generants are eternal and ubiquitous, but are inaccessible to the perception of ordinary people otherwise than only in their random manifestations.

Just as ordinary light does not generate, but only reveals the objects on which it falls, so our speech articulation only manifests, and does not produce Vedic sounds.

This proposal of the Mimansaks was considered absurd by other schools. Nevertheless, the Mimansak Tantrists successfully used the eternal Vedic sounds in their magical actions, using them for the generation of the necessary forms of Matter from Plasma. The adherents of the European Archimase and Arkan do the same …"

“The meaning of the Vedic sounds is ultimately inscrutable - for their knowledge it is necessary to turn to the fiery symbols of Savikalpa …

All actions of the androgyny of the Fiery Aryantika are carried out along the spine. These movements are caused by the controlled movement of the Spirit …"

Summing up, I can only say one thing - to voice the ancient saying of the wise men of the East:

"Know yourself and you will know the world."

The Inner Cosmos of Man is no less than the Outer.

But in order to make it visible and accessible, one must strive towards the Tao processes from an early age and develop in oneself the Spirit, Chi energy, straight-knowledge and intuition.

We need to follow the path of love and kindness, through the expansion of consciousness …

Of course, at the same time you need to zealously strive for Justice and Truth. These two lights should be above all else.

Justice and Truth, Objectivity and Altruism, Reliable Knowledge and Perfection - these are the main conditions for spiritual ascent.

But they should not be an end in itself and not a fetish for cultivation, but naturally inherent qualities of a person's character.

Selfishness and meanness and other nasty things are incompatible with this.

However, sapienti sat - it is enough for the knowledgeable!